Broken Heart

Don’t feel like eating
Don’t feel like crying
I can’t seem to help it
I feel like I’m dying

At times I cannot seem to breathe
I feel so weak inside
My heart aches from all the torturous pain
I wish to run away and hide

He’s the only thing that’s on my mind
The only thing worth thinking of
I wish for him to take me back
To express his undying love

Is God testing me?
Or is this just fate?
I choose what my heart wants
Rational thinking…to late

He tells me he needs me
That he made a big mistake
He proves his love with all his tears
His affection cannot be fake

Tingles spread throughout my body
As he touches my arm
I can tell from his gentleness
That he means me no more harm

I wipe the teardrops from his face
And hug him close to me
It breaks my heart to see him cry
-To see him unhappy

I should've thought before I acted
Now it's back to square one
How'd he break my heart again?
These agonizing feelings have just begun

I hate the way he uses me
As a safe place to run back to
Next time he comes around again
I'll tell him that we are through