I sit and think about our past,
I never thought we would not last.
I thought you were the perfect guy
Untill i found out you did not wanna try
And now as tears stream down my face
I wonder what would of happened if God took me back to that first place
Where i made a life-long decision
I knew choosing you would change the way i was living
If i went back what would i do?
Would i actually of chosen you?
The moment you leaned in for our first kiss
What if i told you i could not do this?
What if i would not of chosen you over a friend?
Would my happiness be pretend?
Or would my smiles be real?
Who's love would i feel?
Would i of met someone better?
I wont ever give you this letter,
For it might hurt your heart.
I dont really want you and i to be apart
I was just wondering if my choice was right
I am wondering if her and i would of ever gotten into that fight
I guess i will never know
So my love for you will continue to show.
