Now that its over,WHAT DO I DO?!

It is finally over,
I am with someone new,
The only problem is,
I just can't get over you.
I know it is wrong,
Because you treated me so bad,
But whenever i hear a sad song,
I think of all the times we had.
I want to forget,
I am trying to let go,
It has been over a year since we first met,
So it's hard not to let my tears flow.
I am not gonna run back,
I am not making another mistake,
In this new relationship alot of love will lack,
So many feelings will be fake.
I have tried to think of only the bad times,
Tried to block you from my mind,
But in my head i hear all the chimes,
That with my new man i have yet to find.
I wish letting go was not so hard,
Because then i could just leave without saying good-bye,
We had made it so far,
When it ended i did not want either of us to cry!
I wanted us to still be friends,
But now we don't even talk,
I hate good-byes, i hate when something good ends,
I miss all our late night walks.
I miss your goofy expressions,
I miss the i love yous,
But i guess somehow we have to be taught lessons,
Sometimes it ends with tears,sometimes with i dos.
I did not want us to end hating each other,
I wanted us to break up for the best,
So we could still be there for one-another,
But now you have set out for a new quest.
To not talk to me again,
To forget about me,
To not even be my friend,
That may not be but that is what i see.
I am gonna try,
Try to lose all these feelings,
and every night try not to cry,
My heart is gonna take alot of healing.
I need to make this new relationship work,
But whenever i hear your name,i still will smirk,
My eyes may even tear up,
but do not let that make you believe i want to be with you.
Don\'t get carried away,
That just shows my love was true,
And i would of been there to stay!