I Sit Here Confused, Missing You

Sometimes I wonder if you are real
Sometimes I wonder if you're really there
As I look at pictures of you
I see your pretty eyes and hair

I miss your smile
And wonder how it can be gone
Everything about you
You just seem all withdrawn

You're gone for now
I know you'll be back
But with you gone
It's love that I lack

It just seems so weird sometimes
That everyone is real
Everyone is alive
That's the true deal

Do I really know you?
How can I be sure?
Are you well and happy?
Is life one, big allure?

I sit here confused, missing you.