I promised myself i couldn't let him make me cry. He'd hurt me for the last time. But talking to you for a couple of minutes showed how much my heart wasn't with it. And i cried as you said you had changed for the last time.if i didn't like it you didn't care .Cause you cant fix something that was never really there. As i hung up the phone i cried. Even though Ive got this awesome guy you still get to me and make me cry. No matter how much i try to fake it or how much i lie i cant hide the fact that you still cross my mind. So i cry as time passes by knowing you never really cared. i know i hurt you but you didn't have to go there. Cause i tried to be everything you needed i tried to make you see that i was real and what we had meant everything to me. But all i have are tears Ive wasted..and time alone to cry..as i try to realize that i dont need you by my side.
