Saving You From Me

I'm getting so tired of this shi.t
if no one really likes me anymore
or if they never did
I'll save you all

save you from the monster that is me
you don't think 'you' don't bring me down?
but none of that matters
I'm leaving

I'm packing my bags
and burning all my secrets
pulling the cords from my heart
I'll turn on the water

fill up the bathtub
sigh in sorrow and step in
tears squeeze from my eyes but this must be done
i pick up the razor

flashback, laughs,fun,tears,talking late into the night
talking of our troubles
how love wasn't meant for us

my fingers clench tighter around the razor
i grit my teeth
and slit my wrists
a little scream escapes my throat

a tiny innocent sound
what have i done now?
oh nothing bad I'm sure
just saving you from me

now I'm swimming in a blood bath
i feel the blood still pumping through my veins
cascading from my torn wounds

i grip the tub
leaving red hand marks
fingerprints telling my story
how I'm so unwanted
but i can't seem to care any more

for all i was doing
was saving you from me
i hope your content now