He Tells me not to cut myself...
not to inflict my own pain
so now my love for him makes me refrain
but now the reality is real
that i could loose him in this ordeal
this wonderful boy that I've never fought with
that I've only found love and happiness with...
and with his love and faith in me somehow
I have put down my blade for now
but what would have happened if he hadn't been there?
would i have made it through this last half year?
but what if he was no longer around
could I alone stand my ground?
In the past I know my depression would have been to great
but maybe I have been given a clean slate
this angelic boy with the beautiful face
filled my suicidal world with love and grace
I hope to never loose the light of my life
the one who saved my life from my knife
So this is my prayer to God today
Don't take my sweet boy away...
