Suicide good-bye

This is what I'm leaving my best friend if I ever get the balls to go that far....please tell me what u think.

Dear Cassy,
You've been a great friend.
I'm sorry but my life is coming to an end.
You'll do fine without me.
I'll be in your dreams.
I know how it feels when your best friend dies.
Remember, Rachel committed suicide.
I understand if you're mad,
please don't be sad,
I'm happy now.
Even if I go to hell.
At least I won't have to live to see another day.
Put a smile on your face.....
Your best friend is dead,
but that's the way it had to be.
Can't you see?
Death was all in which I believed.

Your friend,
Denise
(consider this my suicidal good-bye)