As I sit by the table and write.
In the shadows of this night.
Oblivious to all sights and sounds.
Contemplation and deep thoughts encircle me.
Only the pain within to accompany me.
My mind is racing with desperation.
Only visions of sadness and deep depression.
No one can understand and console me.
My soul seems cursed and full of anxiety.
The sadness that has stricken me, cannot be explained for you to see.
The depths of this emptiness, leaving only feelings of hopelessness.
Wishing for a way out from all of the Grey and meaningless monotony.
This dire burden brought upon me.
This wearisome life that I must lead.