Confused

I saw you today
and you looked at me like you knew
like you knew what i felt for you
and what i felt was true

you know you hurt me
that is very clear
you frigten me so much
can you see the fear

i hate you
but somehow i love you
i never want to see you
but somehow i miss you

i remember everything
were we met were we spoke
were we kissed and were we cuddled
i want to tell you i love you
but i get scared and choke

i want you to know
how you make me feel
and how you broke my heart
because if i told you there might be a chance you would help my heart heal