As I cut my wrist and watch my blood drain slow, I make a wish, this life was great once before, because I was with the man I loved, the one I adored. If only I could be with u again. I wish I was perfect, just for you. This body isn’t me, I belong somewhere else. Let the blood drain down and mix with the water, the water burns the cuts, but yet feels good. Everything starts to spin, and I take a deep breath, the last I will take. I begin to think of my life, and how it has became a nightmare, I look to the towel that’s sitting on the tub, I try to reach for it but my arms don’t have enough strength, I don’t want to die anymore. I lean back, and hold my wrist up against my thighs trying to stop the bleeding, but the water is all red, I’m lying in my own blood. I begin to realize I’m really tired, my wrist are still burning this needs to be taken care of, I start to cry out, but nothing really comes from my mouth. “Mom!†I hear myself whisper… nobody comes…“Dad?!†yet this time I hear the door slam, downstairs, their home. I try to get up, I’ve lost to much blood, I can barely move anymore. I try to open my mouth, I can’t. My voice is held back, I begin to dose off, everything is turning black, I think I’m going to pass out…Someone walks into the bathroom, its my mom. She screams for my dad, I open my eyes, tears are running from her face. I try to talk but nothing comes out. My dad comes up stairs, I can see the fear in his eyes, he runs to my tub, and begins to pull me out. I can’t feel his hands, I can’t feel him pulling me out. Finally I can feel everything, I stand up, get out of the tub myself and sit down on the toilet. I try speaking to them, but all they are doing is ignoring me. They are both sitting by the tub crying and looking at the tub, I try to tell them that I am ok, that I will survive and that I was sorry. They don’t stop crying, I finally get up to hug my mom, to turn around and realize my body lying in the tub... I died.
