Whats the best thing I could say?

What’s the best thing I could say?
To make things go my way.
What can I do to make you stay,
even if its for only one more day.
I already said that I love you.
But it’s like you don’t want it to be true.
So I’m trying to forget but I dont want to.
So why dont you tell me what to do !
It's what you're good at, holding me down.
You'll never stop throwing me around
I'm a toy to you, and I just want to drown,
In some ones love, but now I feel like a clown ....
Everyones laughing at me.
You think that I can't see,
but what I see, is that I'll never be,
The girl you want...I'm sorry, it isnt me.
What’s the best thing I could say?
To make things go my way.
What can I do to make you stay,
even if its for only one more day.
Why won't anyone tell me...
Why you dont care about me....
Whats so f|u|c|k|i|n|g bad about me...
Why cant I just see...
*its more of a song*
Hayley ©