THought about it

I see hell
Blocked from the world
As I'm locked in my shell
Taken away from that girl

I keep falling
Harder and farther
As you keep gathering
What we had together

You take it in your arms
But just for awhile
Then you throw it back more harmed
And my thoughts turn more vile

I keep thinking about that knife
How shiny and cold it is
But what if I survive
Is the pain worth the risk

Suicide has crossed my mind
But I've decided to ignore it
My heart still has some shine
But I will never submit

My life, my heart will become renewed
IF only I could get over you.