My Feeling So Rare

I can't believe you,
You used me like some b*t*h,
I know you found another girl,
And it was me you had to ditch.

It's great that you're happy,
But was it worth my pain?
To hurt me this bad?
And to put me in vain?

I really thought you loved me,
I really thought you cared,
I know I did,
This isn't fair.

Whenever I was down,
You used to always be there,
And you hurt these feelings,
My feelings so rare.

You're the only other person,
I had these feelings for,
And you were the only other person,
I strongly adored.

It took the other boy,
Seven years to break my heart,
But it only took you,
Two weeks to tear it apart.

I watch you date my friends,
For more than four weeks,
I just don't understand,
It hurts so deep.

I cried in front of everyone,
All my sorrowful tears,
Waisted,
For the past two year.

I hope you're happy,
I am afraid to love again,
I'm just afraid,
To be more than "just friends."

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