Only I deserve pain

Dad's drunk again
I see it in Mom's eyes
Watching how they glare at each
other
They don't realize it makes me cry

And they don't know that
I cut myself because of it
And I would never tell them
They would cry and have a fit

They don't deserve that pain
Only I truly do
And only I deserve to be treaten
Like chewed gum on a shoe

I don't think they notice
That I left diner early, I
Just wanted to go to my room
To be alone and cry