I once had a boy.
Who I considered my toy.
I would walk all over him.
And I treated him like a dirty garbage bin.
Then I turned him away.
One cold winter day.
I've lost him to the darkness.
Never again to return to me.
God dammit! Can't you see?
I lost him, but never found him.
And sometimes, just on a whim...
I'll sit all alone and cry,
And I honestly don't know why.
I loved him and I let him go.
And I'll eventually move on,
But for now I'll just take it slow.
Never again shall I sit and reminisce;
About things in the past.
Especially about this.
