When i saw u roll by in that hummer it reminded me of that summer when i thought about u everyday n every night. sometimes my thoughts would come out in fright because i knew this is my last year with you. i couldn't even watch Laguna Beach because we stuck 2 each other like a leech.i break down when i think of you leaving but what hurts more is that i don't even know if u think about our relationship ending or do u feel the pain i feel everyday or do u even think about me the way i think about you. u don't Even tell me u love me like u used to months ago. every1 thinks I'm crazy and stupid for loving u or even just liking u because of your history with the so many other girls. and u make me think that I'm stupid for giving u all u wanted. maybe i was n maybe i still am because I'm still in love with u but i don't noe if your in love with me. u used 2 sing love songs 2 me wen we would b on the phone till 3 o'clock in the morning. now u cut the conversation short or don't even call. i break down all the time i think about u because of your actions u make me think u don't care n i cry 4 u like i never cried 4 any1 b4 because i was crazy in love with you and still am and aways will be because i have permanent love 4 u.
