I am sick and oh so tired,
your lies I just can no longer
handle your not who you use
to be you not the person I grow
to trust not the one i fell in love
with, you say you still care and
you say your always going to be
there you say you love me and
always will but you keep lying
and I not sure I really believe
you when you tell me you call
me you never do you have me
waiting, waiting around for you
and I am trying my hardest to
give you the benefit of the
drought but my heart cant handle
it and my whole world you filled
with drought, the strife i have you
caused it all, and every last tear
that falls. i guess I am saying I am
sorry I trusted you I am sorry I gave
you my love and more importantly
I am sorry I gave you my heart for
you did everything i was scared of
you did everything that my heart
feared everything I was afraid of
you built me up then broke me
down and now I wounding how
I let you win how I let you kill
every inch of me within.
~Ashleigh~
This poem is really close to my heart.. it’s kinda hard to understand but it’s like this I made my self trust some one who did me wrong and now I am not so sure I believe this person anymore, b/c of the pain they caused and though I still love this person with every part of me I am not sure I can go on the way we are going.. I hope you all understands
Anyways if you comment I be sure to do the same
