They say love is meant to hurt, it's meant to make you cry.
But this love really sucks, and makes me want to die.
The sad thing about this love is, I know were meant to be.
But theres a ten hour train trip, keeping you from me.
Every short time I'm with you, my eyes wont shed a tear.
But when the day comes you have to leave, your leaving me in fear.
Fear this could be the last, time i hold you tight.
Fear this could be the last, kinky, sleepless night.
See you walking away from me, or me walking away from you.
Wanting to cry inside, but not getting a chance to.
Because I'm walking away upset, while my eyes are locked with yours.
I do not look away or even blink until they close the door.
When then i finally blink, and we start to drive away.
It kills me that I'm going and that you have to stay.
I could cry a river, cut myself until I'm dead.
But still the only time I'd be with you, would be in my head.
Theres just me and you in my head, its a happy place.
In there, unlike reality, tears don't run down my face.
Sometimes I dream of us together, but I've lost all hope.
The tears have washed away my faith, not I'm finding it hard to cope.
Although that we are in love, and will be for a while.
Theres still that ten hour train trip, keeping away my smile.
