Sitting here on my bed
Listen to sweet music
Thinking of you
My head says: NO!
My heart says: YES!
It’s like a little angel and devil on my shoulder
You’re waiting on my answer
I love you, but something is holding me back
I’m not sure what is holding me back
All those feelings mixed up
Not sure what to think, what to feel . . .
My heart is so confused
I can’t cry another tear anymore
In this world I try to understand
It’s like I’m looking into a broken mirror
Not sure which piece I have to fiend
And stick it together, there are so many pieces . . .
My body is so numb
But inside it’s hot like fire
Everyone is annoying me
F... YOU!
Just leave me alone
You think you’re so funny
Well guess what . . .
Who’s gonna laugh if I put this knife into my wrist!
That’s right . . . ME!