My Life

My life's no perfect world.
it's always me against everything.
no one by my side.
just the devil burning me in and out.

-pain-hate-
~needing~wanting~
-screaming-running
~hurting~crying~

every time i think I've found a friend.
they prove me wrong.
my life's about wanting not getting.
no happiness anymore.

attempting suicide..not dieing..
sending out an s.o.s..no one coming..
hanging by a thread..noting to help me up..
making mistakes all the time.. no one to correct them..

fake smiles
masks
bleeding
crying..

this is my life..