Love...just after he dumped me

Thank you, now you've set me free,
Finally I'm not blinded with your lies,
And you'll no longer here my silent cries,
In the disantance I can see,
A world beyond you and me,
But now I can breathe,
And let go,
I have now the strength to let you know,
I never wanted this anyway,
And so slitting my wrists I'll no longer say,
Keep it bottled up inside myself,
Even if its for my own health,
The weights been lifted I'll die inside but show no more,
I'll smile as I once did before,
I have tears streaming down my face I admit,
But here I can deny it, and say why would I cry over all our s hit,
I know we will never be,
In a world full of serenity,
My arms may be bleeding,
And though I cannot see,
I can remember the things that happened through me,
So now I'll lay alone once more,
Pull a fake smile like I have before,
Watch you with her across the street,
Yours and my eyes will never again meet,
I tried to leave this world today,
There was never really a reason to stay,
Sam and Beth kept the smile alive,
Until today when it certainly died.