I won\'t ask anymore

I don't expect relationships to last that long
I'll try not to fool myself that love is true
Being used is something I anticipated
But all the same I hate it wouldn't you?

So what happens now?
Try to move on and forget the past?
So where do I go next?
Pick myself up from the ground again
My heart only led me down the wrong path
But I'll get by, I always have before

Time and time again I'll say I don't care
That I'm immune to pain, that love doesn't even exist,
But every time love matters all those words desert me
So anyone can hurt me and they do

So what am I meant to do next?
Think love exists and get hurt again?
What is my next move?
Do I sit here and pretend I'm fine?
Thats all a fake though
But I'll get by I always have before

Leave me alone for a little while and I'll be fine I know
Well, maybe not fine, but I'll survive
In years to come I won't recall the names and places of each sad occasion
But that's no consolation to the here and now

Hide away until the pain goes?
Pretend its alright while everyone knows?
I'm bleeding,
How do I walk away?
I have no choice but to face tomorrows day
How do I face you?
I won't ask anymore