Unwritten

This note is written in my blood,
Please read it and understand.
Because I was drowning in the water,
And you did not grab my hand.

Written in my blood,
Is a note I don't regret.
And running across your mind,
Is a note you won't forget.

Lying on the floor,
Is the blade I used to take my life.
Because I knew a blade would cut,
Even faster than a knife.

Soaking in my blood,
Is a poem that I wrote.
With a message saying,
Please read this poem,
But it's okay if you don't.

Telling you why I did this,
Because my life was turning around.
And whenever I thought my life was good,
My life would turn back up-side-down.

I love you with all my heart,
And my mind, body, and soul.
But how much did you love me?
I just didn't know.