I feel as though we've fell apart,
And it hurts my mind and my heart.
To know it can't be like before,
Now I yearn to see you standing at my door.
I can't feelings of regret,
I'm filled with sorrow and star to fret.
I love you yet I cannot say
In any and every possible way.
I am afraid to loose you,
So can't we start anew.
There is so much that was left unsaid,
Fighting to come out ,that's why I fled.
Try to push them at the back of my mind,
But it went to my soul leaving me blind.
I tried to seek comfort in others but came to no such luck,
My life wasn't mine anymore
and the feeling it left suck.
I'm confused weary and alone,
Waiting and praying you'll cal on the phone.
Why don't you disobey my wishes this once,
Cause you know if I here of a girl I want to pounce.
You're supposed to be mine and only mine,
The thought of you made my sun shine.
If you ever read this and understand,
Maybe you'll figure out where you'll always stand.
