Sit at my desk for hours
Watch my candles burn
Write all my thoughts and ideas on paper
Music blasting in the background
Wonder and daydream about what I have in store
Ponder on love, either it's real or not
I seem to screw up everything
Silence......
Loneliness sets in
The nightly tears stream down my face
Tear stained eyes never look so calm
In the mirror a girl waiting to go home looks back at me
She's been through a lot
If only they knew
If they could only feel her fear
If they could only see her visions
The moonlight fills the room
Make a wish on a star
Where is the way out
When will I find it
Slowly drift off into blackness
The never ending nightmare begins once again
Just another night like every night
Tomorrow night same old routine
