In love with two

My friend I love you but I can't be there.
I'm confused when I look in your eyes that glare.
I'm in love with two and do not know why.
I love him, I love you, which one do I say to goodbye?
I want to be with you but I cannot leave him.
The light the once shone between us is now dim.
I want our love to last for ever and ever.
But since I love him, I guess our love will be never.