I used to

I used to hang on your every word
every syllable, every bit
I used to think you knew it all
turns out you dont know shit

I used to believe in happy endings
but now I kinda dont
I used to think I'd be okay
but now I know I wont

I used to smile
and it would be real
but now I just smile
to hide how I feel

I used to be able
to sleep when night came
but now theres just crying
everynight its the same

I used to need you
you used to understand
but your not you anymore
so I had to let go of your hand

I used to not worry
as much as I do
things used to be different
I used to have you

I used to be in so much pain
there was so much I couldn't stand
I was dying on the inside
come to think of it,I still am.