I Don't have you anymore

I'm laying on the floor
I'm crying and I'm cold
I have slits across my wrist
for each lie that you told
I'm having haluscinations
I'm seeing images of you
I'm getting so caught up in them
but in a flash theyre through
then the wall appears to me
it seems so empty and plain
its kinda like me inside
only, the wall can't feel this pain
then I slowly get up
just to stare closer at the wall
confused, I turn around
then ur names what I call
dont know why I did it
I know that your not there
but part of me hoped ud answer back
part of me wasnt aware
when you didn't answer me
crying, I dropped and hugged the floor
and I pretended it was you
cuz I dont have you anymore