Unnecessarry Pain

by Reesa   Nov 4, 2003


Unnecessary Pain

I can't do this anymore
I am living a lie
I'm so lost without you
I am ready to die

I can not stand your silence
I need to hear your voice
But then I realize it's all my fault
I'm the one that made the choice

56 days ago
I told you to go away
But I do regret my thoughts
And I long for your touch today

It's not the first time I've done this
I did it twice before
But you will not take me back
My chances are gone, no more

I wish I could have seen it sooner
The love I feel for you
I let you slip away from me
And yet I never knew

I hurt you to many times
In the past three years
Now all I am left with
Is to wallow in my tears

I am sorry for the hurt I caused
For all the unnecessary pain
None of my choices were worth it
Nothing did I gain

I miss you more than ever
I miss your tender care
But now I am here without you
And with that I am bare

I can not go on like this
Each day just brings more pain
Every minute without you gets harder
It's driving me insane

I think about your smile
When it would make my day
But now I never see it
And I don't know what to say

How could I do this
I don't understand why
What could possess me to cause
The things that make me cry

I have tried so hard to forget
All the memories that we made
But it just makes them so much stronger
They will never fade

So I stare here at our pictures
Wondering what you think
And I realize that you hate me
It makes my heart just sink

It took me so long to see
What I put you through
I wish I could apologize
For all the things I do

But I am left behind without a trace
You will never hear me out
Its all my fault, the choices I've made
And I am left to live my life with doubt

I just want you to know one thing
That I am sorry for all that's been
I promise I will love you forever
I don't have to pretend

I have no where else to go
I have no more dreams or goals
Because now that I am without you
It has taken away my soul

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  • 20 years ago

    by Roula

    OMG this was incredible... very very very very nice poem i loved it ... great words and emotions .... my fav part was this:

    How could I do this
    I don't understand why
    What could possess me to cause
    The things that make me cry

    its weird how we always seem to cause our OWN pain.... (even though we don't intend to do it) ..... awsome poem keep it up :)

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