I Can't

I can't be there anymore
When you need advice
I can't be there to hangout
Maybe I should've thought twice

I can't even talk on line to you
Or cry to you at night
I can't call you in mid day
To see if you're alright

I can't say that we are friends
And that I;m always here for you
I can't fall asleep with you
And hear your whispers in my ear

I can't play teasing games
Or even make you laugh
I can't look at your pictures
They cut my heart in half

I can't ask you why
Things had to change
I can't explain my feelings
They're intricately rearranged

I can't ask you to come over
To watch a movie or so
I can't hear an answer
To which I know is no

I can't live my everyday life
With an unanswered why
I can't hear people talk about you
Though not often do I cry

I can't help but think of you
At night when I'm in bed
I can't ever help that
But I'll think less instead

I can't make you change your mind
I wont beg or say please
I can't thrive off o f my past
Soon my cutting will surcease

I can't hold you near
If away is what you want
I can't just give up
Your memories still haunt

I can't erase you from my life
If that’s what you wish I'd do
I can't forget everything yet
But I'll start early for you

I can't do many things
Or know the things you know
But one thing I know I can do
Is finally start to let go