It only takes one blow
for the innocence to go
your trust abused
all you can do is loose
you were hurt over again
in no one you could depend
the harsh reality hit so fast
you wished you were still in the past
now you cant go back
hope and trust you'll forever lack
emotional cries for a time
when everything seemed fine
you wished you had not seen
and everyone had not been so mean
then maybe you would still
be able to feel
now the tears wont end
and your heart wont mend
you cant cope
finding out you have lost all hope
i never meant you to see
the bad person you could be
i never wanted the pain to escape
and you to realise how we are all fake
too soon and not ready
confused about what life means
everything you believed in
doesn't seem to mean anything
you don't know how to cope
your mind racing with thoughts
your perspective changed
it wont ever be the same
emotions run high
and you think you'll get by
but you still don't understand
why everything has to be
the way everything has turned out for you to see
tears run away from eyes so lost
but you'll find yourself once again
lost for now but not for ever
this time is real
and you don't know how to feel
lost and alone
you'll find your way home
lost all meaning
and all feeling
a new way of thinking
and a new way of being
you'll find yourself once again
and everything will seem so plain
from new eyes you will see everything
i promise you
