Addicted To My Sadness

Addicted to my sadness,
Living in my pain!
Each time i feel happy,
I come back again!

Torn to shreds,
Torn apart!
Giving you,
My broken heart!

Lying in my sorrow,
Lying in my anguish.
Why am i being hurt?
Why must i be punished?

Addicted to being hurt,
Living in sin.
If i pick myself,
Where do i begin?

Tearing at my eyes,
Tearing at my hair.
Giving up!
My life! You don't care!

Lying here bleeding.
Lying on the floor.
Why must i scream?
Why don't i feel happy anymore?

Addicted to the dark,
Living there.
Never feel happy.
Broken beyond repair.

The scars show!
That i am unprotected!
The blood stains,
Show i am neglected.

Addicted to my sadness,
Living in my pain.
Screaming loudly,
Once again!