Its Only a Dream

He looked at me,
he didn't do anything but watch the tears fall.
He looked around no one was there,
so he pushed me against the wall.

He said "You're just like your mother,
you're a sl^t!"
He let me go, I slid to the floor crying.
He walked away, I heard the door slam shut.

I walked to my room,
and I cried on my pillow.
I went to sleep and had a dream,
I dreamt that God let me go.

I woke up to realize that it was only a dream,
and I'm still here.
I heard him yelling again,
and once more I felt the pain so near.

It never ends,
and I can't take the pain,
I want to leave,
and take my life away.