I wish (Johnny)

I wish I could go back
and not have accepted you in my heart

I wish I still felt about you
Felt the way I felt from the start

I wish I didn't t long for you
Craving your touch

I wish I didn't place a place in my heart for you
So that all of this would just fade away

Place you in my heart so that you wouldn't leave
Place you so deep the longest shovel couldn't dig that deep

I wish I would have never given you a chance

I wish I wouldn't have listened to your friends

I know you never really loved me

And that I was nothing when I was placed in you hands