This one can only explain all of my thoughts and emotions for you
As time passes, so does each memory; hoping they don’t become few
I want to hold on to everything I know and love about you – each and every detail
In doing so, I am chained and bound to pain forever; I’d become an empty shell
Walking the earth without personality, without a purpose, or a cause
Sinking into nothingness and illuminating trouble and immense flaws
I search for something to replace the substance that I once had
Just enough not to forget you but to bring my health back to good from bad
The simplest yet deepest thing that I could say to you is simply that I want you
If you don’t understand look at my insides they’ve all turned red, black, and blue
As I’ve held my breath and wished you’d know the importance of this to me
To have you and hold you, and to see you be the husband that I know that you would be
