Father what did i do

FATHER WHAT DID I DO

Growing up I was never your little girl I
was never your princess never you’re
perishes pearl. I was never your shadow
or a pain in your ass because in order

for that to happen you had to be around
you had to be part of my past. But as I
am looking back I remembering everything
and see how you were never there never

around how you could not have cared less.
What did I do was I really that big of a mess
what was wrong with me what did I do that
was so wrong did you even care about me

at all?, when you sleep so peaceful and
sound and when I was up crying because
I though it was my fault you weren’t ever
around because I always thought that I

was never good enough you made me
feel as thought you were never proud,
proud to be my father proud that I was
you daughter. I am sorry for what ever

I did I am sorry I could not make you
happy I am sorry that I could not make
you love me like I so dearly love you.
But I am moving on and now I see in

this relationship we have I am not the
one who’s missing out that would be
your for you missed everything and
now you have nothing to show for a

father most valuable thing is his relationship
with his daughter and you messed up
any chance you had.

~Ashleigh~

I am crying as I am writing this poem this is so very true for me my father was never around when I was lil and though I have a step dad it’s not the same though I love my step dad so much.. But my heart is missing something that just wont go away. .. anyway a poem of my friend made me think of this sorry girl.. hug to you.. anyway I hope you like and if you comment I be sure to do the same