I really did like you.. i wished you could have stayed longer...but then i found out after you left about all the other girls you were playing also..Victoria,Shana.and chelsi! why the hel* did you do this to me you said that you liked me and kept asking me about all the other guys that you know that i did stuff with and that talked about me and i told you that i didn't like blue and that i was trashed and i didn't really think about what i was doing and then when you told me that i could have had you that night i was so mad i wish you would have tried to talk to me that night! i would have been happy to wake up next to someone as hot as you! there was only one guy that i couldn't say i didn't like! and i wish you could have stayed but now that i know what i know i am trying to figure out what would have happened would you have kept doing what you were doing or would you have chose one person? and if you chose one would it have been me? all i wanted was one more kiss and one more time of you holding me in your arms while we lay there and talk and make out and stuff! i miss you! but i don't know anymore how much i do miss you after what i heard that you said about me to her.. i can't believe you said that we had never done anything you are a a**! i thought i was falling in love with the person i thought you were! if you would have stayed would you have chose or played us all? do you think about me every once in awhile? because i think about you! do you even like me or were you just trying to get a little? do you know that i tried to call you the 3rd..but you weren't home so i talked to you brother for a little bit and like ten mins before i called guess who called you! your brother told me! and that you guys talk all the time! i don't know now if i wanted you to go or stay would i have known about these girls if you hadn't left or would i have not found out till after you left? i wish someone could answer these questions for me.. because i did like you its wasn't just something i was trying to get some and then forget about you! will you remember me when you come back next summer?
