My sincere apology

I really am sorry
i didn't mean to hurt you
but you have to know
it hurts me too

you were my best friend
and i guess i was scared
i miss so much
all the good times we shared

i miss talking all night
and how happy you were
it wasn't long go
but its all such a blur

you will always be in my heart
but i cant do it again
i know you don't think you can get over me,
but i know you can

you know i still love him
why would you put yourself through more,
i thought we were done
that wede shut the door

i miss how much fun
the three of us had
we would always be there
when the other was sad

with my sincere apology
i am ending this letter
but i cant help but wonder
was it for the better???