You use to tell me
I never am happy around you
That I never smile
And there was nothing you could do
But the truth is
You bring out my fire
I can’t wait until I see you
You are my one desire
Of course I don’t smile
Why should I?
I’m in love with you while you’re in love with her
You have me believing your every lie
I want to believe your lies
I want them to be true
If I don’t believe them
I get down and blue
You would think I should be able to decide
Whether or not I should let you in
But my mind and heart are telling me two different things
It’s a silent, secret battle within
I guess fate will be the only way I can tell
Because I am too blinded by pain
To decide whether or not I should surrender to you
Whether it is worth what I would gain
