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by Dee Jul 20, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
From a room within my house I hear the creaking of a bed The one my husband sleeps in While I write poems to clear my head As I sit here all alone Pouring out my heart The sun will soon be rising He doesn't know we are apart The affair I am having With this poetry website Makes me feel deceptive Fills me full of fright Will he wake up and ask me for a sample reading Or will he just lie back there Unknowing of my deceiving Unfaithful I am Unleashing my feelings inside He is too blind He will never realize No matter what I say to him He is oblivious My poetry on this website Is so mysterious I sit on this computer And write down how I feel But when he is awake with me He believes our love is real How can he be so naive Could he really think things are right When he lays in bed alone I am nowhere in sight To him this is normal For me it is absurd He doesn't know a thing about love And don't you say a word I have always told him I have given every chance He doesn't really care Of love or romance So in a room inside my house And the creaking of the bed Is just a constant reminder Of a love that is surely dead