So alone

Is alone all I'll ever be
is that all i get to see
will i feel like this forever
will it go on forever and ever!

so alone is what i have to live with,
and what I'll ever be
will it affect people around me
or will they even see.

am i going to get better
will i eventually feel fine
or will i cry myself to sleep
telling myself I'm just fine.

will i still turn to a blade
every time I'm afraid
will i still want to die
every time i cry.

this is the end for me
this is where i take my last breath
before i slip over into death.