You look at me you think you see what you want
Turthfully you don't know me
you judge me you say you love me
I don't ever wnat to believe you till you say again i love you but adding
"but you love another"
My heart dropped i wanted to cry
i hate that i hurt you
i do truely care
i care but i don't know
if it can be called love
love is to strong of a word
i try to ignore it
hurt by so many i thought you under stood i don't know what to say or do
I guess you do but i want to show
myself you weren't lying and unlike the others you try to prove you actually care me
afraid of how i might feel
i tryed to push you away
i don't think i can anymore
Im not strong enough to keep pushing
your much to much for me
to under stand but you do need to be given a chance
i need to learn to let others love me and not push them away
i'll do my best just promise me you'll not do like that others and if if i fail i am so sorry
just the fear of getting hurt
hurst me most of all