Today,
Today I don’t want to feel,
Today I want to crawl away.
Today I am not strong,
Today seems too long.
Today I need to be me,
I wont be lead.
Today I must sort out my head.
Tomorrow I must go back to the lies,
But for now I can be honest and true,
I can secretly admit I love you.
Today is my day off from hurting,
My day away from the pain,
A day just for me,
Where you can’t see.
I need no excuse,
No alibi or proof,
I can heal my wounds,
And hold my head high once again,
Becoming proud and strong,
Just to show you, you can’t beat me down,
But for today I am sad,
I am alone
And I am glad.
Today I am crawling away,
In this day I live with myself,
And I know that is enough.
