Make a list,and make it long,of what i do right,and what i do wrong.explain how i did it,and tell me why,you chose this night,to make me cry.I go to school everyday,and now i fight the bullies away,i do my work,and get along,what am i doing,that seems so wrong?.I've stopped my cutting,and stopped my pain,yet still you say,I've nothing to gain,whatever i say,whatever i do,it's not good enough,for him or you.
I hold my tears,when you make me sad,i control my anger ,when you get me mad,i don't fight back,shout or scream,yet i still do wrong,what do you mean?.
What in the world could i possibly do,to make you happy and love me too,there's got to be something,that i can do right,just to make it through this night.Since i always get it wrong,make that list,it won't take long,and one by one I'll go down the list,and when I've done,you can give it a tick,and once I've done all the things you said,you can say you're sorry and clear my head.You can't ignore me any longer,cus I'll fight back,and I'll get stronger,and soon you'll run out of things to say,and no longer will i break away.I'll beg to you,get on my knees,please forgive me,I'll beg and plead.And when you say you're proud of me,set my mind and body free,I'll be able to keep on going,but i can't do that without me knowing,what i did to make you hate,cry and scream and make me break,into a person that feels so small,but i did nothing,nothing at all.
