Sometimes I hurt..

This is dedicated to Eric. Brooke this pain is getting to hard now that all of this got brought back up by Skyler...this poem is true. my ex-b/f was able to get one of my friend's named Sammy to believe him and that hurt more than anything..
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Sometimes I hurt and feel this pain.
But no one knows about it and I feel like I am going insane.
I know you use to be there.
You said you use to care.
But I sit around wondering
If those feelings were really there.
You were able to get one of my friends to believe you over me.
If we were such close friends she should have seen.
Seen that I wasn't lieing and I was telling the truth.
Why would I lie about that.
Even when I had proof.
I don't care if you want to lie about it.
I get so sick and tired of all of this s**t.
I don't know why you do this or why you did what you did.
But I am sick and tired of being afraid like a kid.
I run away sometimes when I see you coming near.
I think you might hurt me again so I live in fear.
Yeah I know it is no big deal.
But it is to me there for awhile I was afraid of guys.
I thought they were all like you.
But now I know you just didn't have a clue.
You hurt me yeah more than once
But I couldn't leave you because I was scared.
But finally I got away and I will never be coming back.
I hope you are the one that feels like I am what you lack..

please comment or vote.it would mean alot this is a true story..