I lay alone at night and cry
wishing only that things could change
i wish you wouldn't have let me fall for you
i wish you wouldn't have teased as you'd done
you said things i acted as if they were lies
but know that i fill there could've been a chance for us
i believe i've pushed you away
i know you don't fill the same as you'd done once before but understand please i felt if i didn't push you away that you'd hurt me as the others had and my hearts to battered i can't possibly take another brake