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by LETS GET THESE TEEN HEARTS BEATIN FASTER&hearts Jul 20, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
well thats it hope is out the door holding on isn't an option anymore. I've realized that the day i as born, jeez what a mistake that was, so am i. Oh someone just kill me now so i can die! My broken heart can't take the pain anymore. I feel so lost and torn. My eyes can't take the burning of painful tears, i feel my life as a waste of years. I shouldn't be here i should be dead. WHY DO I THINK LIKE THIS??!! I just need someone here but it seems they never stay or is it me pushing them away? i guess I'll never know if I'm meant to be here and stay, or if forever I'll stay lost in my pain