The Letter

I had to do this,
I wish you could see?
This was my choice,
This was the real me.
I wanted to die,
I hated myself so,
I needed this,
I had to go.
Mother don't cry,
Don't you see?
I was never happy,
And I was never free.
Father listen closely,
It is you I'll always miss,
But you have to help our family,
Get through all of this.
And my sister I love you,
With all of my heart,
And I'll always love you,
Even though we are apart.
Now to my best friend,
The one I love so dear,
You are always with me,
You were always there.
And to my boyfriend,
Who showed kind hearted joy,
You are the sweetest person ever,
Even though you are a boy.
None of you could have stopped this,
The thought has always been there,
But I wanted to let u know,
Just how much I care.
My love for you all,
Will go on forever,
Nothing can stop it,
It will end never.