My Letter To Drew

(This is not a poem, but a letter)

I had fun with you and you really meant something to me.
I dont know what I meant to you,
but I guess it wasnt much.
I wish it hadnt of ended this way but I know it would of happend sooner or later.
Im just glad it happend before we got any closer.
I really think I was just the next girl you wanted to play around with, but you were really more than that to me.
Were you just using me to get something that night, and because i was mad, you looked for the next girl.
Which was katie and ashley.
And I know katie has been doing things to make me mad, and you just sat there and let her.
I thought you said you cared?
And obviously that wasnt true.
Your pathetic and I feel sorry for you.
I feel sorry because your going to go through your life not finding that special someone because you dont know how to keep them.
Youre affraid of something.
I did want this to work out, and I was going to try.
But Im glad you decided to screw it up before we got into a serious relationship.
I thought you were looking for a serious relationship.
But I dont think you know how to be in one.
Maybe thats what youre affraid of.
I dont understand why you wanted it to be this way but I hope your happy.
And I do feel sorry for the next girl that you hurt because thats all you are ever going to do is hurt people. Because I know you hurt me.